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A Mad Girl's Love Song by Sylvia Plath

"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)"

someday, i'll find that person i made up inside in my head. i hope i don't kiss the wrong frog this time, and actually meet my prince. although, a part of me still wants to think that he is my prince.

Currently listening to: Rubberpool - Bitin
Currently feeling: restless

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i'm glad to say that mae and i cleared things up.

the big 'whatever' we had was pointless, but i did learn a thing about it.

i learned to never take sides.

from now on, i will always remember that you can only judge a person with total conviction.

thanks mae, i now learned my lesson. i am sorry for doing such a thing.

i'm hoping i can find a friend in you, and that you can find a friend in me too.

see you at mc!

Currently listening to: Energy 52 - Cafe del Mar
Currently feeling: relaxed

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why can't i insert pictures?

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how can i fix this?